During my three years of living in Florida, I suffered a lot. I was in a relationship that was never physically abusive but it was emotionally. I wasn’t happy with myself or the way I looked. I didn’t feel wanted. I was so unhappy that it came to the point where I started to cut myself in areas of body where no one would be able to see what I was going through. The special thing about this horrible time in my life, was that even though I was going through all this hurt, I could feel in my heart that God was calling me back to Him. But even with that feeling in my heart, I continued to do what my flesh desired.
“You didn’t choose me. I chose you….” (John 15:16 NLT)